Are you a Scorpio

天蝎座是伪装高手，用不在乎来掩饰“非常在乎”，明明拿不起、放不下，却假装既拿得起又放得下，苦了自己。看似乐观开朗的天蝎座，对很多事情，不擅长表达悲伤，一来不习惯求救、二来何必暴露自己的内在让别人困扰呢？三来也不想毁掉多年建立的乐观形象；喜欢夜深人静时独自面对。

Scorpio is a master of disguise, act not to care to hide the "extremely concern about" feeling. Type of person that is "couldn't take it anymore", yet pretended to be the one can afford all of the pains. Seemingly optimistic, cheerful Scorpio, they are actually not good at expressing especially sadness. One thing you should know, they are not accustomed to ask for help. Secondly, they think its not necessary to expose inner feelings to troublesome others. Scorpio do not want to ruin optimism image too; they enjoy staying up alone in the dead of night.


我真的不擅长，不习惯，也怕困扰别人。

Stupid Monday blues. Darn all these emo and negative thoughts keep haunting me lately.
Perhaps the period shit is visiting me soon that's why. Fuck 

Updated!

LOTSA UPDATES BUT DAMN LAZY TO BLOG.

THANKS TO FACEBOOK TWITTER & INSTAGRAM THESE BITCHES, I'VE TOTALLY FORGOTTEN THAT I STILL OWN THIS BLOG THINGY WTF.
SO SLAP ME MAYBE 

A quick report of what I've been doing lately:
1. Everything went pretty smooth and I'll be leaving ma current company this weekend. Time flies huh. I hate this part.
2. Think that ma face got chubbier. Cant stop pinching it and mourn everytime I look into mirror. I hate this part more.
3. Babyphone nearly get stolen by an old lady inside a fashion store. Fuck. It was so close omg. NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER I TELL YOU PEOPLE. ITS TRUE WEI.
4. Back from Malacca trip few days ago, a short-getaway like finally teehee.
5. Need more sleep time seriously. Really miss waking up at 5 in the afternoon so much :( damn working life.
6. Did 2nd time of outdoor photoshooting in ma life :D Hip Hop style this time woots, cant wait for the outcome liaw ♥
7. Bought 2 pairs of heels this month. Hellyeah love'em
8. Ate a lot of boiled eggs lately.
9. Wish to fix ma fucking hair so much *deep sigh*.
10. Gonna start planning for this coming holidays break, wanna work more!

Last but not least... It's me appeared on a single full-page of magazine here!
Awesome max ♥ ♥ ♥ :DD

Although the magazine ain't really a well-known one (even I forgot the name hahaha), but this post has got me overwhelmed with joy for days because its really meaningful to mei!
At least I made it :))) Hopefully there's more opportunity in future, lols *start dreaming*

Ya'll like it? weees ^______^V 

Haha, some recent selca before this post end.

I'm so vain and I know it. You all should know this either, lol. That's all, till the next post.

P/S: Don't give up on my blog kays T___T Follow me on Twitter or Instagram :) kthxbye

15/7/2012

离开金宝一段日子了，不知朋友们生活得如何。开工的开工了吧，还在度假的也有，继续深造的应该没几个。最近的我过得特别自在开心，大部分原因是因为回到了有life的KL咯, 啊~ 还是家里舒服。

很喜欢当下的生活，半个学生 半个工作人士；也渐渐开始喜欢目前的公司。原本并不打算对他们产生太多感情 所以一直都对同事们很冷漠，恭恭敬敬公事公办，也不会对他们的话题或八卦感兴趣之类，一直保持着距离。酱的话离开公司时我就可以不带一丝感情很潇洒地走人。很sohai 是？算啦没指望有人明白 -___-
想归想，可是现在咧？！同事们都称我魔~鬼~

啊啊啊 paiseh ttm
我的真面目到最后还是露了出来 ==
有时client还会关心我问有没有被同事欺负时，他们都直接喊冤。

可惜我就是一脸无邪的样，client多数都信我。只有老板还不懂我是酱的，她只知道我很够力爱按电话，还有沉默是金。殊不知我扮猪吃老虎很在行  再撑多一个月就可以了 XD
目前除了daytime job, 得空时我还会做做freelance. 没有工的话就看戏走街吃饭喝茶，然后几乎每个friday night都去夜蒱clubbing. 弄到我出街都会想到买clubbing裙，因为不想反复穿一样的wtf. 听起来很像坏女孩 -.- Whatever, girls just wanna have fun ♥

上次在云顶Arcade Town 当招待员，很新鲜很好玩，是个不错的经验 :)

My favorite photo of the night by a photographer. I think I have the most professional smile ever lo can I become the official Genting ambassador ar wtf. HAHA. Love myself :>

The other freelance babes! Pretty anot! <3 They all iPhone users, me not, so I be the camera-man ==! FML #foreveraloneHTC

Meet Eva sweetie, shes real cute :) we've been working twice together in Genting and even overnight once. I love the way she loves my humorous personality, her giggles so cute :P

I am super glad ma day-time working hour is kinda flexible, seriously. I think I like ma company more Lol. That's all for recent life update, will try to blog more as I have tons of stories to share >:D 

Ah I wish life like this could stay for loooong time. I dont wanna officially step into society so fast yet, surely become lifeless again SIGH.

P/S: planned to update last week one but boss didn't need me to bring lappy to office oh.               *if you know what I mean*

PP/S: saw the Ads at upper blog? Just remember click it once in a while kthxbye :3

好懒啊

13/04/2012


好懒惰更新部落格啊。

其实很想/可以每天讲些生活所发生的琐碎事 或po几张美美的自拍照，写几行字就当作更新的（我现在就想这么做）。一来可以keep住读者的traffic, 二来顺便颁个勤劳blogger奖给自己。虽然这个site是没有摆Nuffnang的啦。But这世界上万事有个“但”字 足以TMD影响你的决定。就是，每每已经决定只写几行字来update一下，但是胸口制造的墨汁却越来越多想写的东西像雪球越滚越大 但是我又婆婆妈妈的 速度超级慢 然后碰巧每次都是凌晨时刻（妈的），就想说：算吧，明早继续更新也是一样，save着先睡觉去 ~___~

于是，我累积了大概九篇酱的东西吧。
我就是个这么拖泥带水的人
事实上我应该停笔了然后po掉这篇去睡觉 但是我想… 好像太短了嗯…
啊 拖泥带水加上优柔寡断，受玩得服.

随着Facebook愈加猖狂的趋势，身边的朋友都渐渐quit blogging似的，walao eh.
酱又是的…如今有一只机在手，什么都可以第一时间分享，干你还blog来做啥。何况我还有玩“推特”耶，爱怎么spam状态和照片都不会有人hide掉你，哈哈。
其实 我大可不必费心再理部落格了，很够力消耗时间的！ (erm, blogging对我而言真的是件很费心的事，很多泥很多水) …但是！对 又是该死的但是，我们须知哦，网民是善忘的。在尤其你不是帅哥美女时。
Fb分享的任何状况/短频/照片相簿，有哪个不是看了觉得还不错就一like而过？懒得/不懂得回复comment时也是like一下好收尾？就算是上传了个够力精彩好玩的班级旅行照片相簿，大家tag来tag去 当下comment得很热列愉悦… 给它最多3天吧，第三天时那相簿已成为你Fb Profile的其中一角。
大家又继续过自己的日子 甚少会再去回顾。

至于自己，再懒再迟再词穷 还是会想写写部落格，记载当下的心情语录和感受。
讲到好像是酱omg. 没有啦，因为我相信就算这里下场也会像Fb般被遗忘，但是（笑）起码这会让读的人印象较深刻、留念。也让想关心你的人 有个可以更了解你的管道咯。依然讲到好像是酱，哈哈。

怎样都好，但是……！


我还是好懒惰持续更新部落格啊 -_____- 下次再回了掰一一

uncertainty

24/3/2012

1.给自己个英文名，叫压力山大。
2.消防车再不来，火就要灭了啊。
3.自从得了神经病，整个人精神多了。
4.旅行就是从自己活腻的地方到别人活腻的地方去。
5.每个月总有那么三十几天不想上课。
6.养鱼挺麻烦的，每周要换一次水，我经常忘记，就只好每周换一次鱼了。

最近我很煩，严重缺眠中，加上该死的female shit. hmm 看一看笑话吧 ==
Really terrible mood swing. TERRIBLE. For the very first time in my life I wish to had a hang over and fucking forget/not remember anything. So tired of being a listener and planner. Sometimes I just want to have peaceful quite piece of mind, mindless, doesn't have to give a shit to everybody else's story and feelings. Be a selfish yet happy bitch, you know. wtf.
So tell me what's the point of expressing yourself when there's no one willing to understand, listen to you? Be quite, less talking and stay cool.
Not every story is meant to tell.
Sometimes I just wanna sleep through the day rebelliously, not knowing what's happening out there. Till I on ma lappy again, knowing the fact of shit loads of assignments are pending Orz. AM SERIOUSLY LACK OF SLEEP THESE DAYS. AHHH FUUUUU ASSIES. Fuck all the meaningless-pointless-pariah-tutors-won't-even-read-through-all-the-words-assignment reports. Don't even know what I'm trying to say now. Just typing out whats's on the mind... well sleep time I guess.

才发现，我其实不介意过着 没有目标 但却乐得自在的日子。 
可能是还年轻的关系 -.- 好一个人生的领悟 Lollllll


好烦，快点熬完这够力的星期吧。干

After-A-Presentation

03/03/2012

Communication Law presentation, DONE :D

Le me look early in the morning before off to school -.-V
kinda heavy make-up, cos imma had to play the role of a superstar, Zhang Zi Yi. Wtf. "Da fuq? You serious about this?!" me questioning the group leader after reading the script.

I was like, any celebrities on earth but why 章子怡? Lmao.

The group members <3 most of them are from PR course. I'm really glad that we worked it out so well at the end of the day. Flashback to the first day of this non-sense-subject-tutorial-class, me and friend were freak out as we entered the room and saw none familiar faces at a glance. Ma first thought: Oh noo what shit timetable I'm dealing with we are so gonna get boycotted by them PR kia. T_______T

Well guess what, after few rounds of meetings, here we are :)

Yee Ling :) I guess she left her eyeballs home XD
We took tons of group photos after the talk-show presentation, which is out of ma expectation. I actually thought its just gonna be only me, who is the one taking pics whole morning... camwhore >:P

 Cloee Mak, the girl with really sweet voice that I've been dreamt of having :>

Exhausted face -.- wtf I didn't sleep the night before presentation and it was a effing 8am class, imagine how much concealer I've applied to cover up dark eyecircles lol.
Le mood was so fine and pretty I couldn't control myself anymore XD ♥

It was a really hectic week that I'm about to break down and giving up. Yes honestly I'm eff sucks and very much procrastinate-ly when comes to time management. Am a well-known last minute queen among ma friends, fuck :)
Lol maybe I really deserve suffer works I have procrastinated sometimes all the time, and of course I understand the consequences.. instead of blaming and nagging, I prefer mental supports or positive advice maybe. Because I already accepted the fact of this god damn bad habit gene is flowing inside ma blood XDD

Duh. Whatever. As if I will change.



This nice music cheer up ma day. Love the chorus part ಠ___ಠMost of songs of The Saturdays are seriously not bad wei.
G U T S.

Although this is how things turned out now, but I really miss you. 

Hoping you feel the same, but I guess you will not give a damn anymore.

Just... hope you know, this is not what I intended.

back on track

25/02/2012

When someone asks, "How are you?" they really don't want an answer.
I've been thinking a lot. wondering of everything at most of the time. which lead me to the black hole full of negative thoughts. That kinda feeling, dying to know, but afraid to find out. Its like, you are about to go for a body-checkup, but you're afraid of knowing the result because you might be the next 3-months-life-left-cancer-patient wtf. Who knows right? Just saying anyway. So, I've finally recovered from fever last week. It was super awful and torturing I swear I will be extra aware of my health from now on. Less ice drinks less fried food and MORE SLEEP <3 I'm done sleeping with tissues and wet handkerchief liaw -____- On the 3rd day of fever, I went to campus cafeteria (after class) and asked the uncle to fill up 1.5liter bottle of liong shui to me because I'd been craving for it since first day fever. Uncle charged me RM8 for that =.= I did miss my mom alot that day. The liong shui taste so good and refreshing I hugged the bottle to sleep that night wtf.

Falling a sick when you're living alone outside is like pooping halfway and realize there's no toilet tissues left, no water supply and no one is there you can ask for help.
HELPLESS FUCKING DISASTER.

Drink more water everyone.

seize the day

16/02/2012

In my 21 years of life, except from the pictures somewhere, I've never seen anything blue sky like this before. It was a friday morning, effing class at eight. As I walked out of ma house prepare to off to school with sleepy mood, I felt that there's something different with the sky, so I looked up high....
*gasp* and stunt.
The sky was all occupied with these small rounded puffs that appear in long rows - Cirrocumulus, which is quite rare to happen in daily life.

Omg this is stunning, and aww is that sunrise?? Loveeely

Yeap, these clouds cover a lot of the sky, and so it is called a "mackerel sky" because the sky looks like the scales of a fish! :D Gahhh so damn lovely and wonderful! <3
I non-stop captured the sky view all the way to campus and sooo surprise that the photos didn't blur out, wuhooo. How the eff I wish I had a DSLR to capture this precious moment in the morning. Urgh well, I did sound a little too desperate or *乡巴佬* feel something for cirrocumulus surely appeared many times before the day I saw it, but who cares, imma still shoot thousands diff angle photos of it when the next time I see mackerel sky again :)))

Here's another edited one. Man I could really lay on the grass and look up at this beautiful sky all day long and have a wonderful nap <3
IZ SO PUFFY I LOVE IT AHHHH.Y U NO STAYYYY. When can I see you again :3
I am extremely in love with cloudy blue sky ♥ ♥ ♥
Guess what, the weather was so windy and comfy all the day its really very suitable for few hours of nap ngahahaha but at the end I still went out for frisbee game after school wei. *claps for myself*

Neeway, I got a bad news though. Starting from this sem I have to stay in campus for classes from fucking 8am till 8pm (12hrs eh WTF) because of the cocky timetable I got. Damn it, can't go back to KL that often liaw..no more yumcha friday night with the gang..less freelance jobs less shopping... fuck, don't wanna continue talk about it anymore == *deep sigh* FML. It's gonna be a sporty semester ever, am practicing healthy lifestyle with crazy friends here XD

AHA! Spotted this huge creature wandering around ma campus cafeteria!! It is monitor lizard, namely 四脚蛇 in mandarin. The students were like running away/keep exchanging seats while eating to avoid the lizard from approaching them, like domino effect, as I see from far. Quite funny.

While I tried all I can just to quietly approach and take a god damn photo with this cute creature :D it just walked non-stop round and round the cafeteria, had fun scaring off our campus students eh? trololol. Must be the hot lake water in front of the cafeteria, so it came up here to have fun, lol. Again, I was kinda excited and took tons of photos of it, so I guess that's why it turned its head away whenever it saw me. *foreveralone* T_______T

Here's me camwhore a little after a ci-gek frisbee game. Still wearing ma high school Sri Sentosa PJ t-shirt *I'm from red house actually* ;) I heart blue!! Anything, except monday blues -___-

You know what they say about worrying? Don't. Life moves on motherfuckers.
For those who care, farlow me on Twitter omgchyi ♥

It's Christmas :))

27/12/2011
 

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mErRy cHriStmAs!! warmest greetings from mei ಠ__ಠ


HARLOW. Finally it's Christmas time :DD want some digital snowflakes? just keep moving your mouse cursor around ma blog, Merry Xmas teehee. Me just back from Spore Xmas trip 2days ago, sibeh tired, didn't go to Universal Studio, just simply walk shop and talk cock. Enjoyed ttm ♥ Now Mr. New Year is on his way, soon we will have to farewell with year 2011. Just a few days left now omg, turning 22yrs old soon. Technically.
Talking about the new year eve countdown, idk how are you guys feeling about the fucking rumour of the end of the world 2012 but, I just had the urge to start believing it WTF. You see, the recent weather has turned out really bad and rains stupidly almost everyday that caused floods happened in KL and JB area. And then the tsunami just attacked Thailand last night eh what the hell. Cham, Thailand always kena disasters one, how saddening. Really thank God I was borned in Msia KL. Only got flood lol. Why are all these unfortunates happened at the year end -___- Who knows, when all of us countdown for the last minute on new year eve and finally as the clock strikes 12am, "Happy New Y... BABOOOOM!" massive explosion from the earth underground and everyone #hamgafuguai WTFFFF.

Thanks to the movie Darkest Hour, now I guess even if there's no explosion, creepy aliens attack may just happen like that also zzzz.

FTS seriously. Maybe I should start to consider spending all ma money first hahaha. *cough cough* Anyway buhbye liaw 2011, too much of goods and bads this year but yea its definitely still a memorable one :))

super heart the Xmas trees deco in MidValley! dreammmmy :3

YAYYYY. I am definitely worth winning this first place B) despite of ma dark eyecircles Lol. Just a mini contest of the iFeel mag neeway. Millions thanks to ppl who has voted me and pull votes for me on fb :D you guys have no idea how.much.does.it.mean. for me.
TQ T_____T haven't got the time to redeem ma rewards yet wakaka.

#epicfail for Xmas-feel nail art, look more like punk.

#firstdaylook of spore trip.
navy blue cape, mini jeans, long necklace, black stripes platform wedges <3

Supper time after watching "Sherlock Holmes II" at City Square.

#2nddaylook. Loose shirt from Asian Avenue, floral-print shorts got from Hatyai, Forever21 necklace, Esprit baggy and blue open-toed heels by Cotton On <3

My favorite-talk-cock-gang XD dropped by Johor Premium Outlets on the last day of trip. SO MANY FLIES/LALAT/苍蝇 HAVING PARTY INSIDE EVERY SHOP. JESUS CHRIST EWW. Make ppl no mood to look at the shopping items nia. Take action or zap lap pls.

#3rddaylook. Red outer piece+red spaghetti, shorts from Nichii, black belt by F-block and black flats shoes from Cotton On <3

Hot BBQ steamboat on our Christmas night. omg I miss it already.

Met ma primary school friend at the restaurant! What a coincidence lol, and I still rmb her name XD

The babies ^____^ GIRLS' POWER. muahahaha

Heels from Charles & Keith, like finally ♥

The birthday present from farny little sister. Can't wait to put it on (Y)

 

A surprise belated birthday present from boyfie!!

Totally stunt and made me speechless at the moment awww. I am fucking love it :> Then guess what, he told me this present is valid for 2yrs so he said this to me "happy belated birthday and happy birthday in advance" afterwards lololol. Omg why is him so funny == 

but I'm totally okay with that arhaha. Thanks again hun =) ♥ 

I wish to celebrate 21st birthday every year eh. Orz

Am so lazy to update bloggy ever since I lost laptop. Will get a new one soon after parents back from China trip. To those who concern, stay tune for more updates ba ;) Have a Happy New Year everyone! Genting countdown is the next, teehee.