uncertainty

24/3/2012

1.给自己个英文名，叫压力山大。
2.消防车再不来，火就要灭了啊。
3.自从得了神经病，整个人精神多了。
4.旅行就是从自己活腻的地方到别人活腻的地方去。
5.每个月总有那么三十几天不想上课。
6.养鱼挺麻烦的，每周要换一次水，我经常忘记，就只好每周换一次鱼了。

最近我很煩，严重缺眠中，加上该死的female shit. hmm 看一看笑话吧 ==
Really terrible mood swing. TERRIBLE. For the very first time in my life I wish to had a hang over and fucking forget/not remember anything. So tired of being a listener and planner. Sometimes I just want to have peaceful quite piece of mind, mindless, doesn't have to give a shit to everybody else's story and feelings. Be a selfish yet happy bitch, you know. wtf.
So tell me what's the point of expressing yourself when there's no one willing to understand, listen to you? Be quite, less talking and stay cool.
Not every story is meant to tell.
Sometimes I just wanna sleep through the day rebelliously, not knowing what's happening out there. Till I on ma lappy again, knowing the fact of shit loads of assignments are pending Orz. AM SERIOUSLY LACK OF SLEEP THESE DAYS. AHHH FUUUUU ASSIES. Fuck all the meaningless-pointless-pariah-tutors-won't-even-read-through-all-the-words-assignment reports. Don't even know what I'm trying to say now. Just typing out whats's on the mind... well sleep time I guess.

才发现，我其实不介意过着 没有目标 但却乐得自在的日子。 
可能是还年轻的关系 -.- 好一个人生的领悟 Lollllll


好烦，快点熬完这够力的星期吧。干

这篇很粗

13/12/2011


嗨部落格。

这星期忙着筹备心情考试，多两天就考最后一科，时间过得有几快我就不多说了。

暂且说这几天发生的事呗。就上个星期结束了Teen Fest的工作后，趁着study week还有几天空闲时间， 于是浩浩荡荡和几个猪朋狗友上云顶吹吹风喝杯星巴克。谁知才待了几个小时，弟弟来电急促我回家… OMFG家里竟然他妈的进贼。
我一脸刷白，脑袋也空白，嘴上喃喃念着超级白。

于是跟男朋友匆匆赶回KL. 突中弟弟又call来，只有两架手提电脑还有妈妈的玉镯首饰等被偷，爸还叫我不必赶回家了 == 在我有生之年这是家里头次酱大件事。我知道如果不回家的话 铁定被赏lol. 21年来 总算深切地体会到真正的＂乐极生悲＂呢。顶那个傻海贼的肺，低级脑残人渣。讲他傻海是有原因的，偷电脑竟然会连电线电池都没拿。
看到电池的存在时，第一个念头：贼肯定是马来人. motherfucker.

爸说财物是次要，人没事就好 :((
妈的，也许我该庆幸当时已经出门上云顶，否则就只有我在家啊。
真不敢想象，到时我也许只会藏在床底吧wtf =.=


(ABC now cos typing pinyin is killing.)
I'm so effing miss ma Toshiba lappy. ALL ma photos, like-after-14yrs old till end of Nov 2011 FML, are now gone forever with the laptop. FUUUUUUU. We were together for exactly 2 and a half year. I rmb I bought it on June 6 one T______T So parents told me to get a new one asap, and I actually think of buying the same laptop back lol FTL. I very怀旧one. #emo -____- The incident was really saddening to me, idk how to continue life in kampar anymore without a laptop. Well, maybe that will helps me in concentrating more in study during my exam week. "The fuck??" Now that's what I call #fuckingoptimistic.

Only a few of my friends knew this last week. Who cares, I'm fine and still alive in kampar. Just left couple of days more before my sem break starts and back KL, I can make it through. Just that emoness will comes to me easily these days. I miss all ma photos and music collection so freaking much words can't describe. A week passed, I might even forget the feeling of typing on a laptop already. eat shit lah asshole thief.

Keep telling myself it's okay it's alright, lesson's learnt and imma build those memories up again in times. Anyway feels super relief and glad that I did uploaded some of my individual assignments here in last year. Bloggy you rocks.

Ma yongsui friends can tease me anytime now, for the temporary lifeless shit I'm having here. DIU WANNA GO BACK KL SO EFF MUCH. Gahhh I wanna shopping drink GongCha watch movies and also play my home desktop fml.
Finally the Christmas sales is here, what I seen is leopard print clothes bags heels are hot selling everywhere. Ma sis favorites, tsk tsk. Oh yeah she's coming back Msia on Friday night :D hellyesss imma rape her lappy 99, ngek.

Great thing is I still can use iPad to compose this post <3 (Y) kinda kek shui I think. lucky I rmb some basic HTML codes in doing this :]

Lastly, Goodluck to those who having exams like mei :)
Don't stress yourself, just fucking get a Pass will do. haha.


Haters must be really interested in this post. Had fun reading? aww you're welcome, now help mei spread thx <3



P/S: Wow现在已经是学期的尾声了，才发现自己只用了半卷卫生纸呐 XD
PP/S: added the sharing button at every bottom of ma post, "Like" if you likey. heehee ^__^