ohai

Feel so hopeless of myself
Its better not to put any expectations on me. Disappointment is all you'll get.
Better live without responsibility.

As if I know how to be responsible in life

I love my current lifestyle and friends and my bitches.

Happy to make new friends out there too. Have fun together.

Even if they are just the type of "hi and bye"
Oh well, so do I to them. You just gotta learn how to play the game
...Just saying

Just party and bullshit, please don't talk feelings, lets talk about taste.
You can't read people's mind.
Even if they are acting nice but you wouldn't know what they really think about you.
So be yourself and just mind your own business.

Never judge a book by it's cover.
Nobody is ever perfect to anybody.

I observe a lot, think a lot, wonder a lot, but  people never know.

Keep them guessing, or whatever. Maybe they won't even bother to give a fuck.

Work hard. Enjoy life. Stay awesome and be happy for who I am.

I mean, c'mon, WHY SO SERIOUS? :D


P/S: Blog is under renovation. stay tuneeeee

天蠍座固執，明知是错也要往前走，撞了牆就把牆拆了继续走

好懒啊

13/04/2012


好懒惰更新部落格啊。

其实很想/可以每天讲些生活所发生的琐碎事 或po几张美美的自拍照，写几行字就当作更新的（我现在就想这么做）。一来可以keep住读者的traffic, 二来顺便颁个勤劳blogger奖给自己。虽然这个site是没有摆Nuffnang的啦。But这世界上万事有个“但”字 足以TMD影响你的决定。就是，每每已经决定只写几行字来update一下，但是胸口制造的墨汁却越来越多想写的东西像雪球越滚越大 但是我又婆婆妈妈的 速度超级慢 然后碰巧每次都是凌晨时刻（妈的），就想说：算吧，明早继续更新也是一样，save着先睡觉去 ~___~

于是，我累积了大概九篇酱的东西吧。
我就是个这么拖泥带水的人
事实上我应该停笔了然后po掉这篇去睡觉 但是我想… 好像太短了嗯…
啊 拖泥带水加上优柔寡断，受玩得服.

随着Facebook愈加猖狂的趋势，身边的朋友都渐渐quit blogging似的，walao eh.
酱又是的…如今有一只机在手，什么都可以第一时间分享，干你还blog来做啥。何况我还有玩“推特”耶，爱怎么spam状态和照片都不会有人hide掉你，哈哈。
其实 我大可不必费心再理部落格了，很够力消耗时间的！ (erm, blogging对我而言真的是件很费心的事，很多泥很多水) …但是！对 又是该死的但是，我们须知哦，网民是善忘的。在尤其你不是帅哥美女时。
Fb分享的任何状况/短频/照片相簿，有哪个不是看了觉得还不错就一like而过？懒得/不懂得回复comment时也是like一下好收尾？就算是上传了个够力精彩好玩的班级旅行照片相簿，大家tag来tag去 当下comment得很热列愉悦… 给它最多3天吧，第三天时那相簿已成为你Fb Profile的其中一角。
大家又继续过自己的日子 甚少会再去回顾。

至于自己，再懒再迟再词穷 还是会想写写部落格，记载当下的心情语录和感受。
讲到好像是酱omg. 没有啦，因为我相信就算这里下场也会像Fb般被遗忘，但是（笑）起码这会让读的人印象较深刻、留念。也让想关心你的人 有个可以更了解你的管道咯。依然讲到好像是酱，哈哈。

怎样都好，但是……！


我还是好懒惰持续更新部落格啊 -_____- 下次再回了掰一一

amazing November

Hellyeah, ALL of the above but not no.5 and no.9 :))) ♥

Life's been busy and full of plans since November said Hello to me.
back to KL every weekends for freelance jobs and hang outs and trip.
movies movies and movies! MUST WATCH: In Time, Real Steel. *真的是铁来的!*
MUST NOT WATCH: sohem Paranormal Activity III. Unless you like to spend money sitting there keep waiting for some things to happen silently. Cos there's no even sound effect was added. Imma put a cctv in my room for few weeks and add my own music, FUCKYEAH I CAN MAKE MOVIE TOO.
ooh did I mention "In Time" is fawesome? the storyline is so special you must watch it. Seriously I cant imagine if it ever happens in reality. Although we can maintain the 25yrs old look forever but we definitely cant enjoy sleeping anymore cos it'll be wasting time life. Thank god we live normally T_______T after watching, I've learnt to appreciate and embrace every precious moments more. Life is so fragile and anything could happens.. you will never know what it's gonna be on tomorrow.

珍惜会心疼关心你的人，忽略该被遗忘的人。你的世界不该只是环绕着一些人。

I gotta say that November is such a FRUITFUL month to me :3
Freelance jobs, birthday surprises, Halloween make-up party, Cherating trip and assignments wtf. Everything happened within this month, not bad yi xia. Tmr am going to watch "Those years, the girl we had courted together" movie in mv, like finally!! Of course, must not put too high expectations for it, later disappoint me lol. Have you people heard of the other kuso versions of this movie? There are so many of them XD me myself am so looking forward to watch 《那些年，我们曾经是男孩》人妖版eh XD urghh I'm already starting to miss my high school life. Uni life is such a wonderful mess to me now -____-

Just a random update anyway, gotta off to bed! My eyes so eff itchy recently, effff.
Have a nice weekend ahead everyone, heee

I just care, you know

09/10/2011

          自古以来，每个人包括你的家人朋友还有你自己 都有生日日期和自己的专属星座，要看你是在哪个月份出生。据我所知，当中的12个星座包括了处女、双鱼……

TMD这绝对是我写过以来最烂的开头。

没什么，就看到一系列特别的星座语录，对了对不同星座朋友之间的个性后 觉得挺准确于是就share出来。完全跟开头扯不上关系 =__= Anyway, 像我一样喜欢了解有趣的星座资料可以去这里 ♥ 我是天蝎座哟 XD 

哎呀啊啊，其实这些酱抽象的东西有什么准不准啦~~ 只要是有提到自己星座行为个性各方面的优点就自觉（自己觉得）准了；但一讲到缺点，大多数都心想（因为不想讲出来）

“我有酱咩我有酱咩 切都不准的”，然后就觉得不是很准。哈哈哈哈哈哈。

somo, 表跟我讲你们没有酱！接受啦 -_____-

星座统计都会讲天蝎座是最有神秘感wtf. 想说活了近21年，其实我还get不到究竟我有哪一phart很神秘 -___- 嗯… 仔细想一下 其实我是有的。很像是以前有一次我跟全家人在车上要去着某些地方时，悄悄放了最不能顶的无声屁，引起了车里的骚乱，家人跟着起哄质问弟弟和妹妹到底是谁放的屁。就那两分钟的时间，静静捂住鼻子装着一脸厌恶的我 是觉得自己最具神秘感的时候. #likeaboss. ME GUSTA ಠ__ಠ

开玩笑啦，傻的咩。

Kays laa, 很词穷啊，写不下去了，自己看啦。

只要我真心认定的朋友，就会真心对待。 但不是每一份真心都会换来相同的对待。
随着年龄环境的更换，朋友这词的定义对我而言已逐渐备受质疑。有没有字词是for那种见过几次面聊过几句话但不又充分认识你的来历的人？就是陌生人以上，朋友未满 XD
称呼他们为朋友通常会给我一种“不是吧…”的感觉 -.- 才发现，曾几何时开始交的朋友多数于开心地吃喝玩乐的用途；能分享烦恼的朋友好像再也交没有了。身边有几gang朋友虽然都会相约去玩，但其实会质疑他们做朋友for fun而已，没真正了解彼此的生活。也许这是人们养宠物的原因之一：它们肯倾听只忠于主人，因为它们的世界就只有主人一个。过客… 没错就当他们是人生中的过客，若再有持续联络时才升级成朋友, Lol.
最后也只能感概地想，其实以往的友情都没变质，只是我们都长大了 变得忙了。
“保持联络”这词，还是将它深埋在充满童年纯纯滴岁月回忆的小学毕业纪念册里。以后还得认识的朋友多着呢.

 有时，你们真的不得不服星座所言的准确度。有时而已。

Btw there's a new add-on on my bloggy - Y U NO VOTE ME YET at the top left. FYI The result is 100% based on web poll, so all ma readers c'mon vote me 莫嘉琪. Click it DAILY till 25/10 kays. If any of you need reminder to vote me everyday, please let me know wtf XD 
And dude please, instead of telling me, just STFU if you have voted other pretties. That's sucks. No point mentioning it to me as I ain't begging you to support me only. Peace out. Am just having fun pulling vote around and try ma best to gain 3rd place, perhaps :) Just spend me your 5sec and tell me you've clicked it, I will be happy for hours. 

Sincerely,

CHEERS ;)

Nothing to lose

Hi there Miss October. I hate you.
cause you are bringing new semester to me like very sooooon.

You shout it out, but I can't hear a word you say
I'm talking loud, not saying much.
I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet
You shoot me down, but I get up.
I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose.
Fire away, fire away. Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away.
You shoot me down,
But I won't fall, I am titanium.
Cut me down, but it's you who had further to fall.
Ghost town, haunted love,
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones.
I'm talking loud, not saying much
I'm bulletproof, NOTHING TO LOSE.

别 做 无 谓 的 东 西。

sometimes I told myself: you need to stop it.

tmr and wed working in KLCC again. Am sincerely hoping half of the air-conds machines there malfunction 99 cause I fucking hate being/staying/moving/even breathing under freaking-cold-temp condition. That might makes me act awkwardly.
Okay, whatever. Goodnight Tuesday. Goodnight bloggy.

I guess female shit will be visiting soon. Fuck la.

I'm so man.

30/8/2011

This creamy durian dessert from SweetChat is so darn yummmy it tastes like real durian wtf.

It was the day after my sis jiajiamok back from spore and DEMANDED me to go time square burn money with her. Actually it was only me and Jamie's outing for that day. At last Jamie brought her boyfie come too because my sister was gonna tag along with us, I guess :P but still, no any awkward moments among 4 of us :) cause we were too busy shopping and camwhore haha.

A satisfying fuckyeah look of me doing ham posture after eating the awesome durian puff. Spot the food 渣 on my lips? I DONT CARE, JUST TAKE MY PIC. #likeaboss
sister said my head looks like being photoshop, cut from somewhere else and directly paste on the pic. no neck one. whadafark ಠ__ಠ

OMG the sweetest and most annoyed couple on earth XD
did I mention "the most rou-ma" too? oopsy. STAY SWEET babe ♥

Which one is cheese tart, anyone got the right guess? :D

Pink dreamy sofa ----- from Etude House of course. sister sitting like a boss. FYI I hate any pink color stuffs/shirts on earth. too eff girly to me. especially hot bitchy pink. But the pinkish Etude House is an exception, teehee. Gonna show ma make-up collections from the store next time *winks*

am loving this pic of both me and cb sista >:D look at her wide smile, a lil bit too fake right. Its like I'm paying her so she would do a fake smile for me. WTH, NGAM NGAM GOT 8 TEETH THERE EH == check this out: 8 teeth post Lol.

Damn, who's that leng zai chick? heart this pic :D #beingvainkills.

ignore jiajia, she wasn't focus AT ALL. *hey, thank me for cover up you :) 8 teeth again, lollll

Can I actually email this picha to Darlie or Colgate company to redeem our advertising charge :>

 

so we saw a very huge mirror facing the shop behind of us, then 3 of us very "understandingly" gathered together and started to take lotsa vain pics. Girls' power -___- yeaa obviously I was trying to act yeng laa, tryna  fake a "bad boy" smile like Edison Chen wtf. Super epic failed liaw XD

neeway, this I really likey! :D will hang out wearing this military cap more often ♥

you know I really glad and grateful that we didn't lose contact after all these years :)) Looking forward for the Cherating beach trip on this year end with both our boyfie *weeees*
okay its 4am I gotta off to bed, mom will wakes up anytime and this will bring me mini heartattack == 
so BYEEE and Happy Merdeka Day! Just another day I can sleep until naturally wake XD

-HELLYEAH I'M SO MAN ♥ -

Elo August. 18SG

7/8/2011

disgusting reminder:
To those who link me ♥ I've renewed ma bloggy url, update urs thankie :)

I started to miss the working moments during DLE fair liaw :(

           Phewwww another month flew by. I personally feel like, the end of year is coming very soon, it makes me feel real frust. cos I have to start planning where to celebrate countdown night ಠ.ಠ Lol. wish to be at spore for Christmas countdown this year. Neeway, my 3-months internship will comes to an end within a month..... hmmm nope I certainly wont miss the job, neither the clients there. but yeaaa I'll definitely miss my so-called independent working lifes in KL!! can I just continue working like this (enjoy at the same time) and not back to kampar continue the suffering uni lifes?
      Grrrr not to mention abt the huge sun ball over there, bicycle everyday, no shopping/movies/good food/boyfie, cb assignments blardy blar~ zzz. and oh, I've got hater coursemates too :) Thanks to a few bitches-followers in my twitter. Well they actually mistaken one of my LAME tweet and "passed" msg wrongly to their so-called dai lou thvv n started the lame cold war, with me. that was sickening lame shit. I aint a drama queen, but this matter had got me feeling that way lol. FYI, like seriously lah, if u really got me wrong/any misunderstandings/beh song, heck, fuck me in the face man. not spreading untruth rumours in ur little fb and "won" ppl's agreements and got me boycotted. I wouldn't say its unfair. who knew things turned out great cos I've made awesome new gang of friends ever since then :)) what else? its the faith man. somehow I feel ironic of that. u lost the old broken one, u gain a new better one. no pain no gain, hellyeah. This bullshit was happened like, half year ago, yet no explanations nor apology. everything just bcos of a lame tweet. so I blocked these suckers forever <3 now if u reading this, I hope u remove me from friend list right now I dont give a shit, else dont start stepping on my tail. my uni lifes hasn't be fully screwed up yet, thank god.
And oww, theres one thing made me Lol at u hmmm: what the hell is the word FCXK?
did u actually mean FUCK?? it is spell this way, F-U-C-K, so I hope u rmb then. else ur just humiliating this goddess vocab :] dai lou? wrote fcxk wa. farny, Lmfao.


 * * * * * *

Not everyone learns to obey or follows the social norm. which means that kinda accepted behaviors within a group. I myself like to bullshit and talk cock in twitter without setting it private cos I wont bother to give a damn of what people think. If seeing vulgar words make ur fragile eyes hurt, simply fuck off. my everyday-life is abt rude words haizzzzz :> Say what you think, not what you think you should say. else that would be sooo eff tiring eh :) heck lah its an emotional night, kays thats all byee nites motherfcxkers ♥

byebye hectic weekends. Workaholic Jc jia youuuu ಠ___ಠv ♥

暂时的新生活

最近我很他妈的忙。忙到blogging 的感觉是怎样的我也不晓得。facebook games 都懒得碰。难怪最近开fb 都觉得西北 SIEN。我变了吗 = = 回了kampar 还是酱的话 不追戏的我买可以只去湖边钓钓鱼散散步来打发时间而已？oh shit wtf. *开始陷入沉思*

自从在 Sepang super GT event 做工后，许多part time freelance 工作冲着我来。但多数都忍痛拒绝 due to internship working hours. 是在 office 上班没错，但领的薪水分分钟甚至少过外劳我无法确定。既然打工如此好玩好赚好多新朋友又有许多好康，何乐而不为 :) 周末可以不出街我就去打工了 <3 感觉上周遭的朋友都挺 enjoy internship, 真替他们高兴咯。但还是会质疑他们其实喜不喜欢自己的工作。我基本上是没啥好感的。只知道工作的内容其实是在做着自己不喜欢做的事。也许当初彼此留下了不好的印象，似乎努力干些啥也无谓。当初或许就应该顺着天意 那就可以打工打到爽。懊悔哪 :)

我目前居住的公寓，超级靠近Sunway Giza, TheCurve 等地方 :>

几年前 都会纳闷为什么女性朋友房间一定有很多瓶瓶罐罐的。
其实才发现那些都不全然是化妆品，大部分都属保养
女性肤质一过25岁吸收力就会弱去，所以专家都说保养趁现在wtf 废话。

……其实重点是角落那个不明物 —— yeeling, 同房的。

自从上班后，最期待的是这个时候。又下班了耶耶耶

第一次order Domino's delivery.
arrived within 30min (15min late liao) and then FREE us awesome coupons eh! :D no delivery charges also omgwtf. we were shocked and eff touched kays *watery eyes*. Hellyeah its a really happy delivery meal for both us :) one thing matters is that Dominos tastes much better than PizzaHut~~

oh yah, shes yeeling the roommate btw XDD FHL.

发觉扮鬼脸自拍 怎样都丑不到哪里去。

还是说我其实错了？ =.=

许多年来，冥冥中注定发生的好坏事情 往往都会另外开多一扇门让我们好过一点。
只是看本身愿不愿意听天由命 或是逆从它。因为两者的结果 是意想不到的。
也许 塞翁失马 焉知非福是真的。


最近会更慢更慢update blog :( condo no internet FML :(((