Are you a Scorpio

天蝎座是伪装高手，用不在乎来掩饰“非常在乎”，明明拿不起、放不下，却假装既拿得起又放得下，苦了自己。看似乐观开朗的天蝎座，对很多事情，不擅长表达悲伤，一来不习惯求救、二来何必暴露自己的内在让别人困扰呢？三来也不想毁掉多年建立的乐观形象；喜欢夜深人静时独自面对。

Scorpio is a master of disguise, act not to care to hide the "extremely concern about" feeling. Type of person that is "couldn't take it anymore", yet pretended to be the one can afford all of the pains. Seemingly optimistic, cheerful Scorpio, they are actually not good at expressing especially sadness. One thing you should know, they are not accustomed to ask for help. Secondly, they think its not necessary to expose inner feelings to troublesome others. Scorpio do not want to ruin optimism image too; they enjoy staying up alone in the dead of night.


我真的不擅长，不习惯，也怕困扰别人。

Stupid Monday blues. Darn all these emo and negative thoughts keep haunting me lately.
Perhaps the period shit is visiting me soon that's why. Fuck 

to be continued

08/5/2012

我在金宝的大学生活已算是接近尾声，差不多可以离开这鬼地方了。
 时间真的过得很快不是吗？尤其是对着笔电温书的时候。在熬夜做最后的冲刺时，简直是看着一个小时接着另一个小时溜走的。我是个没有时间观念、最爱无所事事发白日梦兼胸无大志，就像小说里会出现的白目女角色。迷迷糊糊混过了21年即将毕业还不懂得为未来铺路。抱着一贯的心态：到时再想吧，怎样都不会饿死就可以了。反正现在麦当劳连晚餐都酱便宜。
三年来不容易 真的经历了很多事情，看清人心事物，知道谁是玩乐的朋友谁是共患难的朋友。对你真心与否，有事才找你没事见面都不打招呼。上了大学真的大把酱的人，不厌恶都难。但有时想想，这是人的天性，自己何尝不是这样子？朋友太多也是个烦恼。上了大学过着外住的生活，成天一起上课吃饭喝茶放屁哈拉，谁都可以发展成好朋友咯。但是，本身觉得真心话真的不能对谁都讲，苦水也不能见人就吐，你不知道这些话啥时会被“朋友”当玩笑般传开。要知道你所认为的知己好友，可能没如你预料中也把你当自己的知己哦，他也许有更理想的人选。尤其是女性之中。因此识时务者为俊杰，玩乐归玩乐，真心朋友还是有待观察中。其实也没有这个必要了，我只需继续当被吐苦水的那方就好 XD
每个人都希望别人能了解自己关心自己，但是其他人也何尝不希望酱的对待 -.-
我可以很看得开。以前再怎么共患难交心的朋友，日子长了环境变了也是会关系疏远。大家都忙了，长大了，一切都变得现实去，没有了彼此的存在也可以过得很好。偶尔会怀念以前的时光 但想想就好 看看照片笑笑就好，因为时间不留人什么事都可能转变… 然后你知道你以后还有很长的一段路要走 :)
把我当朋友的关照我的，珍重啊。大家facebook保持联络

剩下的………

就这样吧，我会很想念金宝，带给我开心难过的回忆 教会我面对现实、带眼见人，还有可以不用手骑脚踏车 wtf.

uncertainty

24/3/2012

1.给自己个英文名，叫压力山大。
2.消防车再不来，火就要灭了啊。
3.自从得了神经病，整个人精神多了。
4.旅行就是从自己活腻的地方到别人活腻的地方去。
5.每个月总有那么三十几天不想上课。
6.养鱼挺麻烦的，每周要换一次水，我经常忘记，就只好每周换一次鱼了。

最近我很煩，严重缺眠中，加上该死的female shit. hmm 看一看笑话吧 ==
Really terrible mood swing. TERRIBLE. For the very first time in my life I wish to had a hang over and fucking forget/not remember anything. So tired of being a listener and planner. Sometimes I just want to have peaceful quite piece of mind, mindless, doesn't have to give a shit to everybody else's story and feelings. Be a selfish yet happy bitch, you know. wtf.
So tell me what's the point of expressing yourself when there's no one willing to understand, listen to you? Be quite, less talking and stay cool.
Not every story is meant to tell.
Sometimes I just wanna sleep through the day rebelliously, not knowing what's happening out there. Till I on ma lappy again, knowing the fact of shit loads of assignments are pending Orz. AM SERIOUSLY LACK OF SLEEP THESE DAYS. AHHH FUUUUU ASSIES. Fuck all the meaningless-pointless-pariah-tutors-won't-even-read-through-all-the-words-assignment reports. Don't even know what I'm trying to say now. Just typing out whats's on the mind... well sleep time I guess.

才发现，我其实不介意过着 没有目标 但却乐得自在的日子。 
可能是还年轻的关系 -.- 好一个人生的领悟 Lollllll


好烦，快点熬完这够力的星期吧。干

My memories

13/03/2012

Well harlooo March of 2012! Without realizing again it's already mid of March.
Can't believe I'm already 22 this year. Not much changes, didn't grow any taller or thinner but getting more girly and more lazzzy :) Gahhh I hate assignments, hate paperwork, hate due date, hate comparing results, hate midterms, hate presentations, hate 8am classes, hate theories subjects, hate burning midnight oil.. basically I hate everything that related to study. Lol. Am I voicing out all the thoughts for the rest lazy bums out there? aha.
All the best to me and you then. *finger cross*

Kays, just a quick post to keep this bloggy updated.
Photos and memories I captured for the past few weeks.

Sis bought me these from Bangsar. Taste like jam. I prefer Levain.

macarooooons <3

It was a lazy comfy Friday afternoon, bloody spent an hour+ playing, shooting, hide and seek with this cute furball. Her charming eyeliner is killing me. Ahhh I really wish to adopt a cat in future. Grey one. Able to meow loudly and sweet. In ma own house :)

Happens all the time while waiting for school bus. Big heart ma specs. Its giraffe print :D

Vintage flowery shirt? Definitely. Aww can't wait to see him wears it wakaka

Hellyeah, leopard printed stuff is a MUST-HAVE for this season ;)

A rainy BBQ night at Jason's place.

I barbecued 4 chicken wings, 3 hotdogs. I ate 2 chicken wings 2 hotdogs. The rest went inside some random cats and doggy's tummy. They must have loved the honey layer that I last added on, ehehe

Masterpiece of the night! A hanging aluminium heart.

Along the journey, with ma beloved blue blue sky.

IMMA HAPPY GIRL NOW :DD

Cath Kidston casing, I got three now :D more coming hehe

this is seriously a little bit too cute to me ಠ__ಠ I likey tho <3

A lepak class afternoon at McD. *buuuurp*

Lastly, my new love!!! Little birdy ♥ ♥ ♥ 
All ma friends in fb were curious how I got this birdy back from campus. Some even though its a chicky! Lol 90% alike XD okay here's the story.
It was a noon after school, I heard it chirping really loud from somewhere and so I looked around for the source of the sound. OMG spotted this birdy from a branch above me! It didn't fly away like its partner as I raise my hand towards the branch! *start smiling evilly*. I couldn't hesitate much because the weather turned bad and wtf start raining liaw.
Mustn't let it stay under this heavy rain, it can't fucking fly, I said to myself and next I "plucked" it out of the branch (the sharp claws is really something) and place inside baggy without considering the possibility that it may shit on ma sweater and purse *swipes away sweat*. As I reached home, I was concerned that birdy might feel lonely and fear as it chirping non-stop. So I.. erm, actually Youtube this bloody bird song, replayed x84926 times -.- Its really calming. Birdy fell asleep beside ma lappy. It works lol, even I felt sleepy too wtf -___-
So I told sis about it (she was in kampar few days last week), damn she tweet it at the next second wtf

走火入魔添... 囧rz. I asked her to gaodim her own dinner that night = =
At first, birdy didn't want to eat anything :(( I was really worried I just stuffed rice into its beak whenever it chirps (open mouth). What the hell this is not easy at all lor. I even heard myself mumbling "eat something, eat something man, open mouth ehh.."
Then, again, next thing I saw on lappy screen is...

Screw her.

Neeway, I've spent two chirping happy days with birdy :)) I loved her with all ma heart, really. Having birdy makes me feel like, I'm back to the little JC during childhood, jumping hooping around happily cos I got a new toy, and not any luxury stuffs like grown ups now. I treated it really nice, I felt sorry to take it away from its family though T T

 Birdy is so flufffffy I'm gonna die! ♥ 

So cute, active, cheerful and.. cute. However, it has already back to mother nature...

I miss it so much, miss the noisy chirp it made every 3sec and the innocent sleeping look.

It will stay inside my memories always. One if the best. I wish someday you will fly up high in the sky and maybe, stopby ma window and chirps loudly like you did before.. :')

Cheer up MJC. 你这爱心泛滥心很软的傻子.


P/S: All photos taken, edited @MyTubo. Feeling like a professional photographer lol.
PP/S: The last few photos of birdy were taken by sis JiaJia.
PPP/S: I don't only camwhore. I LOVE TAKING PHOTOGRAPHS TOO. Duh.